a few notes about today:

shitty fucking day. jetblue, i am still loyal, but it might be nice to hear some accounting for the mess that was this whole damn week. it's not as if the airline industry has never heard the word "weather" before. jeez. i hope you don't close down.

i feel really guilty for not paying full price for that cab ride. i don't ever delibrately use tears to manipulate people. i was gonna say at least not since i was a kid, but really, i don't think i've ever intentionally cried to get what i wanted. whined, sure, but not all out cried. cried like it was really fucking hard to stop, like it was in that cab. it's like, a person can only take so many disappointments in one day. and today they just kept coming and coming. well, maybe not paying for that cab is me getting some of my good karma back.

also, i'm really enjoying my new deli guys. they're amusing. and much less creepy than the sad guy down the street in the deli that doesn't really sell anything but beverages, cigarettes and polish periodicals. samir and mohammad. nice guys. usually this level of intimicy with complete strangers kind of freaks me out, but tonight it put a real shine on the end of my day, so that's okay. i will worry if i ever go in somewhere else if they'll see me and get offended.

that girl on the amtrak was annoying.

i'm glad i didn't ride the train with l. four hours of kind of uncomfortable would just be too much.

i love driving. i wish i loved running as much as i love driving. would be much healthier.

on that note, my belly is getting serious. like seriously round and protruding. must do something abbout that.

okay, gonna go to sleep then probably have a conference call in my pjs in the morning.