Saturday, August 05, 2006

the thing is, it just doesn't make sense. like not at all. he says he broke up with me because he wants to have more heterogenous experiences, while i prefer a more homogenous existence. basically, because i don't want to try new things. which is actually bullshit. plus, he never really tried new things. he had just as much of a fucking routine as i did. and i'm pretty sure he's had this routine for long before i met him. but somehow, he has this image of himself as being this adventurous, try new things kinda guy, while i'm a stick-in-the-mud homebody. so yes, i like to watch tv. and i order the exact same thing every time i go to a particular restaurant. but fucking a. many many people in the world enjoy tv. and my food thing is because when i find something i really like, i'm loyal. this is why i've worn the same brand of sneakers for eight years. and it's part of the reason why i don't cheat on boyfriends. it's called a quirk. and i'm generally interested in trying new foods, as long as i know what they are. at the polish place, i'm too confused by the menu to try brand new things. so there. and i would have loved to go to that concert with you, but i didn't want to say so because i was afraid you didn't want me there. and that day that i got upset was just a freaking bad day. so fuck you. i'm fucking adventurous you judgemental freak.

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