so i saw him again today. he's becoming the bright spot in my day. when i talk to him, i smile so much that people can see it. from across the room. he gives me these looks and i just think that i'm lost. that if he doesn't kiss me soon i'm going to explode. but at the same time i am absolutely terrified.

what if this doesn't work? what if i let myself sink into this, really get wrapped up in it and then he were to leave? what if i were to get my heart broken again?