so i'm reading "the noonday demon: an atlas of depression." and honestly it's the hardest book to read for me. i keep nearly bursting into tears. it describes so many things i've felt over the years that i thought were either normal, or you know, not worth mentioning. so here's a short list of some things i should say, some truths i've never told my therapist.



i've excepted suicide into my life. it's like that acquaintaince/friend that you see every few months, that you feel you know well, but that also kinda freaks you out. okay, tha'ts stretching the metaphor, but stilll